Archive for August, 2006

My Nyah, him, and the banggg

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh… It’s been years since my last blog. Hmmm what can i say? I met Nanda last Tuesday. And of course it’s great. One of the teachers at my last work placa called. Don’t know what she wants… Yurie will be moving to The Ritz .. (Damn Bitch!!). And my nyah was in her great shape.. i think. She said she was a little bit chubbier, but i can’t seem to find the difference… Whoops!. Of course as usual she is pretty as ever.

My Nyah read my blog… and she said "That blog was about that guy, right?". And me with my stupid look and open mouth … nodding at her with no doubt.

HAAAAAAAAAhhh…. I told you i don’t hate that guy, it just ’till now i’m still can’t seem to find any suitable person for me to … hhmmm have you ever had this thingy about talking with a guy and you feel so close, and all you do is just talking and talking and laughing and joking around without having his tongue in your mouth or his hands grabbing your ass? Well with him…it’s a feeling of he can undressed you but you don’t actually have to do it. Saves time, doesn’t it?

It’s sexy. You want more. And he can read your mind even before you have to say anything about it. Not even the cue words. It’s more than completing each other but … that thing just blends right. Uhhh i love that word… blends.

I wonder those people who’s doing yoga can do that … you close your eyes and bangg you have sex…you close your eyes and bang you lose weight… Sassy…

Haaaaaaaaaaaahhh… I need a vacation…

Drink, drank, drunk

Remember about the exes shit thing? I’m sorry about that. Believe me, I was out of my system when I wrote that. I’m sorry. It wasn’t meant for you. Actually, it wasn’t meant for any of men i’ve ever known (or dated with or flung with) hihihihi. And believe me it’s been so long since i’ve been flung with guys …. So please don’t take it personal, well you know how that feeling sometimes comes back whenever you feel … like you want to remember him…… Sorry.

I wasn’t whining… i was bitching. Believe me, that is 2 different things.

(My friend said i was drunk when i wrote this, nahhhhhhh she wassa definitely wrong, I HAVE NEVER DRANK..or GET DRUNKkk.

(Shit, someone has put something in my orange juice!!)

Ancol Outing & Ms Nenny

Panas, antri, kebakar, rame, tetep nenek2, dan seneng banget. Nggak naik kicir2, kora2 …tetep. Pas di hotel males2an kayak kuda nil. Untung gue dapet roommate yang pemalas juga kayak gue jadi bener2 abis dari dufan kita langsung ke kamar dan pake sunblock yang banyak lagi untuk acara selanjutnya. Kalo yg lain abis dari dufan, paginya langsung berenang ne’. Nggak tanggung2 berenangnya sampe 2 jam-an. Uhhhh …. mana bisa kita. Bisa rontok badan gue.

Seneng…

Ms. nenny telepon aku pagi2 waktu aku di hotel. Hummm cerita2nya nggak banyak. But i’m glad she called. She and Lyn were the only people from my former office that i get contact too. The other … nahhhh… they’re to busy. Besides … you know i don’t paid attention to the one who never cared…

Pagi ini, Ms. Nenny telpon lagi. Gue makin admire dia. Dia ternyata lebih determined daripada semua orang yang gue kenal. She’s something. Too bad gue nggak mengenal dia seperti ini sewaktu kita masih sama2. My brain salutes you, Ms. Nenny!!!

I’m closest to heaven when I was with you

And I’d give up forever to touch you
‘Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You’re the closest to heaven that I’ll ever be
And I don’t want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
and sooner or later it’s over
I just don’t want to miss you tonight

And I don’t want the world to see me
‘Cause I don’t think that they’d understand
When everything’s made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you can’t fight the tears that ain’t coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah, you bleed just to know you’re alive

And I don’t want the world to see me
‘Cause I don’t think that they’d understand
When everything’s made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am

				Iris - Goo Goo Dolls
I miss you but surely the love just not there anymore babe...