Prita

Wiken kemaren, 2 temen kantor gue pada saying sorry karena mereka nonton Bourne Ultimatum tanpa gue. And I was like “It’s ok” dengan tampang cuek aja. I didn’t felt at all being left out. It was like, i’m fine. Dan sebenernya bukan hanya “it was like” … it really was. Terus temen gue bilang “You never really afraid being out there by yourself, didn’t you?” dan gue dengan muka expressless, naikin bahu .. and answer “Guess not”.

Terus dia bilang, “You know i would be mad … if you went out by yourself or with someone else to watch that movie, kan?”

“You will be mad? why? It’s not like i slept with your boy friend, cing…! Please”

One lesson … sometimes people make it such a big deal out of something like this. Trust me, it’s not like i made a promise with blood or something with her. Well, except with Nanda & Nadya. That’s different. Nanda & Nadya kan 2nd after my family, so yea of course it’s a big different, man. Besides … siapa lagi? Temen gue dikit, and it’s a keeper. So far, i haven’t found new people yg kayak mereka. :).

Terus dia bilang, “That’s why it’s so hard for me to be angry with you, because it’s like wasting my energy. You seem didn’t care”

Then gue answer, “With your anger, I don’t. With you, I do. Everytime I made mistakes, I said my sorry to you… If that’s not enough, that’s your problem”

Dan dia bilang … “DAMN, I didn’t see that coming”

PRITA RULESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS !!!

Gue baru sadar ditegur ama sesama temen friendster yang bilang … hey kenapa dengan blog loe? kok isinya nggak berat2 lagi? It is so not you … where are the deep thoughts? Believe me it’s intimidating …

HA? Intimidating? Please, never cross my mind writing the blogs with that intentions… Hihihihi. And believe me, it’s not that deep. It’s in the middle. It’s important for me to keep everything in balance. ‘Cause … i’m an average bitch. *terkekeh ala Kreacher*

Lagi suka sama Mutan. Mungkin gara2 nonton seri Heroes di TransTV tiap jam 6. Sebenernya ditengah - tengah temen2 gue yang suka movie, gue agak telat. Temen2 gue udah pada nonton di DVD. Hiks.

Back to life. Works great, shapes … can’t complain, although i might going to consider about having a botox..for my hands. :).

And well deep thoughts often came, kalo gue lagi menghadapi sesuatu yang hhmmm… bener2 nggak masuk akal… like a person who think she or he is the best, a person with fear of rejection, gender identity insecurity, social insecurity because living single, and a person that live with life choices limited by social indoctrination…Is it intimidating? It’s not, kan?

So far everything seems make sense …

Peace